Where Does The Good Go?

First and foremost, HAPPY 7/11 👌🏽

Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch! Remember me?! I’m not even going to bother with providing y’all with an excuse. She’s back and thanks for being here! 🌸

It takes me a second to get over stuff. I’m definitely that “I’ll get over it, but let me be dramatic about it for a second” type of girl. Charlotte York once said that it should take you half the duration that anything took to get over it if it goes bad. For instance, if you took a month to do something and it doesn’t work out or it goes awry, you should take no more than 2 weeks to dwell on it and get over it. I’ve come to realize that that’s kind of bullshit. I know! I never thought I’d come to a point in life where I’d disagree with any knowledge imparted by the SATC ladies, but everyone should be on their own timeline. I’ve also come to realize that the idea of “closure” is such a TV made up word. That’s not a thing. You learn to let go of whatever idea you had in your head and move past it. You can fight me on this 👐🏽

I’m fine, guys! I’m sorry about the brief hiatus. I was just In My Feelings about this bird. Y’all know my bounce back is like no other. Your texts and messages meant a lot to me 🌸

I don’t believe in throwing people away, at least not anymore. I’ve come to a place where I’ve learned to appreciate the role anyone has ever played in my story. My struggle is dealing with the loss, if you will. The loss of having someone in your life that likes you in THAT way, no matter the length of time. It was nice. It inevitably invites that crippling feeling of loneliness and it’s not a good time. You know, it’s easy to get clouded with thoughts of not being good enough or feeling like a fool. It’s tough shit, but you do come around and realize that although he might’ve been very dreamy, he wasn’t the sun.

I’m the sun ☀️

I’m on that Grey’s Anatomy shit, y’all 😂

I learned a couple of lessons, had so many good laughs, and most importantly gained a really good friend. It was definitely a summer to remember. So, I guess you can say that’s where the good goes.

I do know this for sure…no matter who messed with your heart or how long it takes to recover, you’ll never get through it without your friends (assistants)❤

CURRENT OBSESSION

Everything Is Love ❤ THIS JOINT ALBUM, Y’ALL!! Can you believe?! It’s everything. You hoes can now stream it everywhere!

SONG OF THE MONTH

Summer by Beyoncé and Jay Z! This song is such a summer vibe, guys. It’s literally my favorite song on the album! Treat yaself and take a listen! 👂🏽

I missed y’all! I missed sharing and getting stuff out through this medium. I promise I’ll be back soon! Look at these messages I got after the hiatus. Y’all are a big ass mess 😂

I’m gonna go drink some water now and see where that takes me.

XO,

Carlos 🌸

He works hard for the money!

                                

Let me tell y’all about work TODAY.

Jesus was a counter at work today because that’s the only thing that stopped me from reaching over and slapping people!

First of all, if you want me to help you out with a coupon, you need to come at me correct! Some people just think I’m going to bust out a coupon just because you say you forgot it. Then try and get all mad when I tell them I don’t have one! Bye gurl, fly gurl. That ain’t cute!

That’s my rant about work. I’m clocked out, about to get FTD (Fresh To Death), and then head out to turn up and this party 🙂

I do, however, have to get something off my chest! I have an addiction! I’ve known this for awhile, and I’ve tried to stop. But ever since I went to Mexico this past summer, I CANNOT quit Coca Cola Classic!

I don’t know if many of you know this, but the Coke in Mexico is the bomb.com. Like, I’m sure that shit is still laced with cocaine or something because once you have one, you HAVE TO have another. I realized I had an addiction about a week and a half ago. I counted the amount of Coke cans I drank on the previous day, and I counted seven. SEVEN! How ridiculous is that?!

I instantly knew what I had to do. I said it out loud. I was NOT trying to play with denial. I said, “Hi, my name is Carlos, and I’m a Coca Cola Classic addict.” The next day I shared this with my bff, Angela Garza, and she got me right together! She said,”Stop that shit. That is not okay.” I told her I would stop.

Here I am right now, currently sipping on Coca Cola Classic from McDonald’s.

Jesus take the wheel. I need help! How do I kick this habit?! Suggestions?!

I’m going to go get ready for this kiki. Y’all help a bitch out! Feel free to share this! Coca Cola Classic heads unite! 😉

Love,

Carlos